The day they told me I couldn't take the days off to run in the marathon, it was a cold, rainy, stormy day. I was so upset by the news, I didn't care that it was barely 40 degrees outside, raining, and already dark. I went out and did an emotionally cleansing hill workout. The hill is about a mile from where I live, and it's a little over 1/4 mile long. I call it my own personal heart-break hill.
I went out to this hill, and I ran up and down it 10 times. It was the most emotional workout I have ever done. Each time I ran the hill, I thought about how much running the Boston Marathon meant to me. I thought about my grandparents from SD who planned to come see me run at Boston, the months and months of training I had already put in, and all of my other family and everyone else who are supporting me. Boston is kind of a big deal.
When I got back home from my run, I was completely soaked, shivering cold, and felt better and more confident than I had all week. When something happens to someone else and they say, "It'll all work out." It's hard to actually believe that it will. After my hill workout, I was confident and knew that whatever happened it would work out.
this shirt totally describes my Boston training |
Training for Boston has really been quite an uphill battle, but it will all be worth it. Good news: they gave me the days off. Has anything like this ever happened to you before? not getting days off from work to do something really important to you? or had a break-through, emotional workout?
Yeah, all the freakin time. Cooking spray = the devil
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